Lets talk holidays.
I personally have never been a fan of Christmas. My mother will attest to this- I don't like it because I feel that from Mid November on, that's what is shoved down peoples throats until the new year. All this build up, just for one day to be over.
When I was still with my husband, I tried to get into the Christmas spirit a little bit- we put the tree up, wrapped the presents, made cookies, sent cards. This year? I pretended the whole ordeal didn't exist until the day of.
I am currently the only single member of my immediate family, so it was a very different holiday for me. I can't really say how I 'feel' about it because there are so many emotions, but none of them were really good. I think I deal pretty well most days, but this is the time of year that, since I don't like it already, it makes it easier to get through when I have someone. This year, I just had the drama of dating, and I wasn't quite the fan.
We'll have to wait and see what next year brings, unless the world ends like its suppose to... fingers crossed.
